(Translated by Google) Jai masih ki, meri gawahi, main 2 saal pehle marna chahta tha kisi karn se main apni life se khush ni tha, or maine ek kagz mein khudkhushi ka notes likh ke rakha tha, ki main apni mrji se maruga mere koi hath ka ni, ek din aisa hua mera ek frnd hai wo masih hai muje samjaa raha tha jesus ke baare mein bata raha tha, mene uski baat ni suni, par fir bhi main uske kehne se church gya se sunday ji b, or he pastor ji the, us waqt muje boht aschi baate mili or main khush rehene laga or,dhire dhire church jana churu kar diya muje bible se boht pyar ho gya or bible parne kee baad main jeena chahta tha muje aisa laga jese jesus ne muje chun muje khush dekhna chahte hain, fir main jesus ki tarf jaane laga par mene ghar walo ko mera church jana pasand ni tha kyunki hum hindu family se hain fir muje ghr wale rokne lage church se, par jesus ne muje chun liya tha.. ghar wale or boht yada tang karne lage mujhe.par is baar main marna ni chahta tha masih life mein jeena chahta tha, or sab kuch sehta raha chup chap ristedar ate the galiya de kar chle jate the har koiy gali dene laga mere friends mujse door ho gaye ghr wale door ho gaye sabhi lod muje the chod mu ra ji ne kabhi akela ni choda...fir mene ek din puri traa se soch liya ki main ab baptisma lunga main kisi karn marna chahta tha. to main humesha ek lttr likh ke jeb mein rakhta tha ki main khud marne jaa raha hun isme mete ghr walo ka hath ni hai. to mere ek frnd ne muje church jane ko bola par main ni gya fir dil mein aya dekh lete hain yeshu kyaa hai ji. main gyaa waha parchar hi raha tha ki yahowa tute mann walo ke samip rehta hai to muje ascha lagne lga church jana.hum hindu hain to mumy mana karne lgi muje. main fir bhi chori chori jata raha muje jesus par pura vishwash ho gya. mene mumy se kaha mumy main bapistma lena chahta hun mumy mein shetan aa gya muje boht mara mom me. main bathroom gya nahane ke liye 3hrs tak waha para raha behosh en. papa ghr aye bole yeshu ko chod de. ni to ghr chod de mene ghr chod diya fir muje lene bhi gaye.muje 4din tak khana ni diya muje boht marte the. mene chori chori baptisam le liye.mumy ko pta chl gya mumy ne muje fir boht mara is baar to hadd hi kar di ji main fir behosh ho gya ji. 3 baar behosh huya main fir bhi jesus mein hun ji or humesha rahuga. ye mene short mein gawahi sunaiy hai ji. meri gawahi yeshu masih ji ki mahima ke liye..Amen
(Original) Jai masih ki, meri gawahi, main 2 saal pehle marna chahta tha kisi karn se main apni life se khush ni tha, or maine ek kagz mein khudkhushi ka notes likh ke rakha tha, ki main apni mrji se maruga mere ghr walo ka koiy hath ni, ek din aisa hua mera ek frnd hai wo masih hai muje samjaa raha tha jesus ke baare mein bata raha tha, mene uski baat ni suni, par fir bhi main uske kehne se church gya sunday ko, or pastor ji bible se samja rahe the, us waqt muje boht aschi baate mili or main khush rehene laga or,dhire dhire church jana churu kar diya muje bible se boht pyar ho gya or bible parne kee baad main jeena chahta tha muje aisa laga jese jesus ne muje chun liya hai or muje khush dekhna chahte hain, fir main jesus ki tarf jaane laga par mene ghar walo ko mera church jana pasand ni tha kyunki hum hindu family se hain fir muje ghr wale rokne lage church se, par jesus ne muje chun liya tha to main khush rehta tha.. Ghar wale or boht yada tang karne lage mujhe.par is baar main marna ni chahta tha masih life mein jeena chahta tha, or sab kuch sehta raha chup chap ristedar ate the galiya de kar chle jate the har koiy gali dene laga mere friends mujse door ho gaye ghr wale door ho gaye sabhi lod muje chod rahe the, par muje jesus ji ne kabhi akela ni choda...fir mene ek din puri traa se soch liya ki main ab baptisma lunga main kisi karn marna chahta tha. to main humesha ek lttr likh ke jeb mein rakhta tha ki main khud marne jaa raha hun isme mete ghr walo ka hath ni hai. to mere ek frnd ne muje church jane ko bola par main ni gya fir dil mein aya dekh lete hain yeshu kyaa hai ji. main gyaa waha parchar hi raha tha ki yahowa tute mann walo ke samip rehta hai to muje ascha lagne lga church jana.hum hindu hain to mumy mana karne lgi muje. main fir bhi chori chori jata raha muje jesus par pura vishwash ho gya. mene mumy se kaha mumy main bapistma lena chahta hun mumy mein shetan aa gya muje boht mara mom me. main bathroom gya nahane ke liye 3hrs tak waha para raha behosh hi. papa ghr aye bole yeshu ko chod de. ni to ghr chod de mene ghr chod diya fir muje lene bhi gaye.muje 4din tak khana ni diya muje boht marte the. mene chori chori baptisam le liye.mumy ko pta chl gya mumy ne muje fir boht mara is baar to hadd hi kar di ji main fir behosh ho gya ji. 3 baar behosh huya main fir bhi jesus mein hun ji or humesha rahuga . ye mene short mein gawahi sunaiy hai ji. meri gawahi yeshu masih ji ki mahima ke liye..Amen
main kisi karn marna chahta tha. to main humesha ek lttr likh ke jeb mein rakhta tha ki main khud marne jaa raha hun isme mete ghr walo ka hath ni hai. to mere ek frnd ne muje church jane ko bola par main ni gya fir dil mein aya dekh lete hain yeshu kyaa hai ji. main gyaa waha parchar hi raha tha ki yahowa tute mann walo ke samip rehta hai to muje ascha lagne lga church jana.hum hindu hain to mumy mana karne lgi muje. main fir bhi chori chori jata raha muje jesus par pura vishwash ho gya. mene mumy se kaha mumy main bapistma lena chahta hun mumy mein shetan aa gya muje boht mara mom me. main bathroom gya nahane ke liye 3hrs tak waha para raha behosh en. papa ghr aye bole yeshu ko chod de. ni to ghr chod de mene ghr chod diya fir muje lene bhi gaye.muje 4din tak khana ni diya muje boht marte the. mene chori chori baptisam le liye.mumy ko pta chl gya mumy ne muje fir boht mara is baar to hadd hi kar di ji main fir behosh ho gya ji. 3 baar behosh huya main fir bhi jesus mein hun ji or humesha rahuga. ye mene short mein gawahi sunaiy hai ji. meri gawahi yeshu masih ji ki mahima ke liye..Amen
(Original)
Jai masih ki, meri gawahi, main 2 saal pehle marna chahta tha kisi karn se main apni life se khush ni tha, or maine ek kagz mein khudkhushi ka notes likh ke rakha tha, ki main apni mrji se maruga mere ghr walo ka koiy hath ni, ek din aisa hua mera ek frnd hai wo masih hai muje samjaa raha tha jesus ke baare mein bata raha tha, mene uski baat ni suni, par fir bhi main uske kehne se church gya sunday ko, or pastor ji bible se samja rahe the, us waqt muje boht aschi baate mili or main khush rehene laga or,dhire dhire church jana churu kar diya muje bible se boht pyar ho gya or bible parne kee baad main jeena chahta tha muje aisa laga jese jesus ne muje chun liya hai or muje khush dekhna chahte hain, fir main jesus ki tarf jaane laga par mene ghar walo ko mera church jana pasand ni tha kyunki hum hindu family se hain fir muje ghr wale rokne lage church se, par jesus ne muje chun liya tha to main khush rehta tha.. Ghar wale or boht yada tang karne lage mujhe.par is baar main marna ni chahta tha masih life mein jeena chahta tha, or sab kuch sehta raha chup chap ristedar ate the galiya de kar chle jate the har koiy gali dene laga mere friends mujse door ho gaye ghr wale door ho gaye sabhi lod muje chod rahe the, par muje jesus ji ne kabhi akela ni choda...fir mene ek din puri traa se soch liya ki main ab baptisma lunga
main kisi karn marna chahta tha. to main humesha ek lttr likh ke jeb mein rakhta tha ki main khud marne jaa raha hun isme mete ghr walo ka hath ni hai. to mere ek frnd ne muje church jane ko bola par main ni gya fir dil mein aya dekh lete hain yeshu kyaa hai ji. main gyaa waha parchar hi raha tha ki yahowa tute mann walo ke samip rehta hai to muje ascha lagne lga church jana.hum hindu hain to mumy mana karne lgi muje. main fir bhi chori chori jata raha muje jesus par pura vishwash ho gya. mene mumy se kaha mumy main bapistma lena chahta hun mumy mein shetan aa gya muje boht mara mom me. main bathroom gya nahane ke liye 3hrs tak waha para raha behosh hi. papa ghr aye bole yeshu ko chod de. ni to ghr chod de mene ghr chod diya fir muje lene bhi gaye.muje 4din tak khana ni diya muje boht marte the. mene chori chori baptisam le liye.mumy ko pta chl gya mumy ne muje fir boht mara is baar to hadd hi kar di ji main fir behosh ho gya ji. 3 baar behosh huya main fir bhi jesus mein hun ji or humesha rahuga . ye mene short mein gawahi sunaiy hai ji. meri gawahi yeshu masih ji ki mahima ke liye..Amen